Monday, April 20, 2009
Quiet
Ok so its obvious I havent had much to say lately, things are pretty mundane and quiet, we have some new additions here at the ranch two baby chicks and our cat has presented us with 2 new kittens. This is the month that my mom lost her battle with lung cancer 10 years ago,we were extremly close and even though it has been 10 years sometimes the hurt is as raw as the day she passed. As most of ya'll know I spent most of last summer in the hospital trying to get my basketball sized hernia repaired, between the infections, and my body rejecting the mesh it was a horrible/painful miserable time, but at least I didnt appear to be 9 months pregnant anymore. I still have a 3 by 5 inch area that is not healed that has to be bandaged at all times, well about 3 months ago my surgeon and I noticed I was starting to grow again ( the repair has become un repaired and even bigger) I am in constant pain, and even walking is becomming no fun at all. So the doc has decided to try and repair again which means hospitable/surgery/recovery 6 weeks and god forbid any complications like last time. So I have been very reclusive and to be totally honest on a pity party to end all pity parties, I AM WORKING ON PULLING MY HEAD OUT OF MY ASS AND PUTTING ON MY BIG GIRL PANTIES AND GETTING OVER IT!!!!! thats what hopefully this post will help me
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Your Wisconsin family said a prayer for you yesterday.
Love OXOXOXOXO
we did.
and you are not having a pity party.
you have every right to be bummed, pissed and so on...
don't worry about it.
just HEAL.
Well girl, you have been missed and I have been thinking about you. I figured you had a lot going on and I hope everything turns out well. Keep your head up and call me anytime you need a laugh. Or call Dwayne!!!
Take the time you need to heal. You are missed. Hope you got my card in the mail and please remember, there are tons of people in the world that love and appreciate you!
Oh no!! I haven't been keeping up too well and didn't know you were having such a miserable time. You are the last person who needs to feel badly about feeling badly - take the time you need to recover, and don't beat yourself up. I would be having a HUGE pity party in your shoes .... and a pity party is a party after all, right? :) Hang in there!! xoxoxox
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